Bitter Virgin















Summary
Suwa Daisuke is a bored high school student living with his widowed mother in a small
Japanese community. A player and ladies man, his ambition is to leave the small town he
grew up in and move to the city like his older sister, Izumi. During class one day, while
discussing with a friend which girls in the class he would date, he says that he would "pass"
on only one: Aikawa Hinako, a quiet, fragile-looking but beautiful girl who has an extreme
fear of men, even including her male teachers.

Working after school in his mother's restaurant, Daisuke stops in an abandoned church
while making a delivery. Having made up a tall tale of a murdered bride's vengeful and
murderous ghost who "chases you around with a cake knife", the entire town's population,
except him, stays away from it, much to his amusement. Stopping inside to rest, he hears
someone coming and conceals himself in the nearby confessional booth. Surprised to see
Hinako (who, as a newcomer to the town hasn't heard the stories) entering the church, he
remains in the confessional and pretends to be a priest to avoid an awkward moment. He
tells her that mass has ended and asks her to leave unless she has come to confess,
hoping she will leave. He is startled when, instead of leaving, Hinako asks him if he will hear
her confession. Daisuke, believing it will be a mere triviality, agrees. She goes on to tell a
story that will bind him to her forever.

While in junior high, Hinako was abused and raped by her stepfather, becoming pregnant.
Her mother discovers the pregnancy, and does not believe Hinako's claims that her
mother's new partner is the father. Hinako is forced to abort the pregnancy because the
baby has already died inside of her. The abuse continued. Hinako fell pregnant again but
this time the evidence of abuse is spotted by the doctors and her mother finally believes
her terrible situation, throwing the stepfather out. The doctors tell Hinako that if she has
another abortion, she might lose the ability to bear children completely. Hinako instead has
to give birth to the child and put it up for adoption.

A year before the story starts, she gives birth to a boy. Hinako does not even see her child
before he was taken away to be adopted, but now wonders if she should at least celebrate
his birthday. She comes to the church to ask God if she should. With an emotional Hinako on
the verge of breaking down in tears, a desperate Daisuke tells her, "You have the support
of God". Thanking him, she leaves.

The next day, Daisuke cannot initially believe what he has heard, suspecting that Hinako
invented the whole affair to make herself out to be some sort of tragic heroine. As he
follows her home after school in order to confirm whether her story was true or not, Hinako
stops to look at a woman and her baby in a carriage. Suddenly the brakes slip and the
carriage starts to roll down the hill. Hinako runs instantly forward to save the child and
Daisuke instinctively jumps in front of Hinako to protect her. Both carriage and baby are
saved, but not before hitting Daisuke in the forehead and giving him a cut, throwing him to
the ground with Hinako. In the process, Hinako's skirt gets hitched up and Daisuke sees a
Caesarean scar on her stomach, recognizing it as the same as he saw on his mother's
stomach as a child.

Hinako's story proven true, Daisuke is shocked, but when he walks her home from the
hospital (after having his cut treated) she cheerfully smiles at him when she recognizes the
song he starts singing to himself, making his heart jump. Daisuke resolves to help Hinako in
any way he can, but finds himself unable to get her out of his mind.

Suwa Daisuke












Not much to say about him...regular dude i guess. but how the hell do you fall in love with
someone just cause now you know they got raped?

The main character of the story, Daisuke is quiet, but has an eye for the ladies, but doesn't
really like any of them to the point of asking them out. Aikawa Hinako is the only girl he can't
stand because of her shyness towards him and all other men, which agitates him. But when
he accidentally hears her confess to the priest (him hiding) that she's been raped, pregnant,
and a mother, he begins to soften towards her until he comes to love her. They become
friends and he continues not to tell her that he knowes of her past, which he is constantly
haunted by, thinking that she is completely off-limits to him and that as a man, he can never
draw her attention. He has caught Kazuki, his "girlfriend," try to harm Hinako a couple times
and puts up with the girl and her jealousy to protect Hinako. He is not aware that Hinako has
grown to love him back, but he finds himself blessed as the only man she can stand to be
around.

Aikawa Hinako












I know exactly how she feels, and why she's reacting like this. Go on girl, keep your head up
high-you're beautiful.

The main female character of the story who has developed extreme trauma towards men
caused by her stepfather sexually abusing her when she was younger, making her pregnant
twice. As the story begins she is only 16 years old, indicating she was actually much younger
than that when the abuse began. A year before the story takes places, Hinako actually gave
birth to a boy. Her mother never stopped the violence because Hinako tried to protect her
mother's happiness and not say anything about it. When she had her first pregnancy, her
mother believed her to be lying to cover up the real father when she said her mother's
husband had gotten her pregnant. When she had her second pregnancy (she was already
too far along to have an abortion), the doctor told Hinako's mother that Hinako was covered
with bruises and he did not believe she'd chosen her partner. Her mother soon threw the
man out by threatening him. Hinako then went to a far away school, not telling anyone but
her mother, and that's where the story takes place. Hinako does not know that Daisuke is
aware of her past. As the story progresses, she comes to realize that she is in love with
Daisuke and now believes that he could never be hers because of her past and his clingy
"girlfriend" Kazuki.

Ibuse Kazuki














really poorly developed-they don't give her a history or why she's like this. she's just the
stereotypical high school bitch who steals the boy from the main character.

She is Daisuke and Hinako's classmate. She is quite flashy and would love to have Daisuke
as a boyfriend and is quite friendly with him. She seems to dress in the ganguro girl style,
but lacks the artificial tanned skin to prove it. She latches herself onto Daisuke as his
girlfriend and obsesses about him, growing bitter towards Aikawa when her feelings
towards Daisuke seem to be largely unrequited. She goes so far as intending to stab Aikawa
with scissors, before Daisuke intervenes. She has also, however, shown signs of being a
good person. When Suwa's sister pretended to be in pain, she showed signs of concern,
and offered to call an ambulance, but she soon forgets the good deed and when Izumi's
baby is stillborn, she believes that it served Izumi right for tricking her. Daisuke is presently
going out with her to protect Hinako.

Yamamoto Yuzu













Don't know much about her-she's poorly developed too, but she's outspoken and does
right. Go ahead girl.

She is also one of Daisuke's classmates, Daisuke's next-door-neighbor, and childhood
friend, also secretly harbouring feelings for him. She sometimes works with him in his
mother's restaurant. She's the traditional girl-next-door and constantly badgers him like a
"henpecking wife" to do his school chores or other assorted tasks (of which, of course he
will constantly try to escape). She was Daisuke's main source of solace after his father's
death. She appears to work out the strength of feeling that Daisuke and Hinako share from
an early stage. She knowes that Daisuke likes Hinako and may be starting to figure out that
she likes him back. She is not aware of Hinako's past, but she does know that Daisuke is not
interested in Kazuki, but wants to protect Hinako.

Suwa Izumi

















No solid opinions...just a character.

Suwa Daisuke's sister is 37 weeks pregnant as the result of an affair with a work colleague.
She is a strong-willed woman who has resolved to take care of the child as a single mother
and returns from Tokyo to have the baby at her mother's home. Even with her baby's birth
imminent, she constantly teases her younger brother, but sometimes her teasing can be all
too accurate. She was able to figure out that Hinako has been pregnant before, but
apparently, she was only kidding around with her brother, not knowing that what she said
was true and instead believing Hinako to have had a pregnant relative. But when she gives
birth, it's a boy and is stillborn, having been strangled by his umbilical cord. Her grief almost
overwhelms her but she tries to stay strong. At the end of the third book, she becomes
angry at Hinako for saying that she understands the pain of coming to the hospital for tests
without a baby and Hinako ends up telling her that she gave birth the year before.