Saturday, December 27, 2008 I'M BACK BITCHES! HOLY SHIT I HAVE BEEN INACTIVE FOR SO LONG! I'm very sorry about that. While I took little break from music, I've moved out on my own, juggled jobs, started schools etc. I was doing a lot of modeling/acting...and training for it...and I'm working on an autobiography also. But...I recently got some equipment that makes it possible for me to record at home, and I don't have to go to the studio. So I have a new song up called Guardian Angel. It's only a cover of the song Fukai Mori by a Japanese band called Do As Infinity, so it's free. Speaking of new music, I am working on either an EP or an LP called Immortal. It will be ready January 2009; Dear God and Razor are gonna be on it, so those two will be up on itunes soon along with Guardian Angel. I got lots more to do that I've been neglecting...so see y'all! Friday, July 25, 2008 ~~R.I.P. B-MORE’S CLUB QUEEN K-SWIFT~~ I'm a big fan of club music native to Baltimore...and so naturally I was a fan of her club mixes. Especially as she was so successful as a female DJ in a male-dominated industry. I never met her or anything, but I feel like I lost someone I personally knew for some reason. K-Swift...urg...we'll never hear her shout out and introduce the newest club mixes on 92.3 again... I'll miss you baby girl... Wednesday, April 02, 2008 Define justice and evil Another thing that was heavy on my mind, especially after watching Death Note. There are no set values of morals in the world. It differs from person to person and varies severely. No one can completely prove their set of beliefs as correct to another for they are opinions and conclusion drawn from personal expirience and preference. in society there are certain ways we are forced to think...but don’t be ashamed to admit how you really feel, whether they label it as good or bad. There is no universal wrong or right. there are just things people believe and don’t believe. We all see it differently and we do what is right in our eyes. There are things that I will not stand for, whether they are wrong or right, as with everyone else. Everyone is righteous in their own eyes. It’s all in your head. Some may say killing is absolutely evil, no matter what. Others will say it is a necessary means for survival, because many times it’s either kill or be killed. We need to stop categorizing things into "right" and "wrong"...because we don’t even have a definition of what that is. There’s just things we don’t like and things we do like, and it’s different for everyone. "Justice" is a matter of opinion. Certain things I will absolutely not tolerate, whether it’s right or wrong, just like everyone else. We lash out because we don’t like it, and feel strongly against it. But we cannot say that we do that because it’s "wrong"...because there is no real definition of wrong...or right. People...are not good or bad. They are not black or white. everybody, EVERYBODY is a shade of grey. And we all define for ourselves what is "black" and what is "white". God, i could say so much on this, but i’m sleepy. I don’t feel like typing and I don’t feel like going on and making detailed explanations. I’ll write on the subject more later. Friday, February 15, 2008 Fuck Valenine’s Day People say hate is a strong word- well so is love but everyone throws that one around like it ain't shit. Personally I think getting emotionally attached is dangerous. Just fuck them and leave them. What goes up must come down. Falling in love feels so good and makes you blind-you think it's gonna last forever and everything's gonna be all lovey dovey-but it's that feeling that makes you unable to see it when signs come that shit isn't right. That's why people stay in abusive relationships, relationships where everything is fucked up-cause they got emotionally attached and now they just keep clinging on to that hope-that false happiness. We make excuses for ourselves and the other person because that's what we WANT to believe, it's easier to believe. Whereas if you weren't in love, and you were in your right mind you would've been taken care of shit a million times over already. No matter how good it is, it ain't gonna last forever-eventually it's gonna fuck you over, it's only a matter of time. And what's the point of entering a relationship that you know ain't gonna last? It's like that Outkast song-"if what they say is true that nothing is forever, then what makes love the exception?" No one can hurt you more than the people you love. And someone you're not attached to can't break your heart if you never give it to them in the first place. But then again as mammals we do have human, natural desires, so just fuck them and diss them (be careful about who it is of course protection and all that). Some people get on me for saying this but think-when a dude is sexual they high five him and call him a player.pimp and it's a good thing, but if a girl does the EXACT SAME THING she's a whore/slut and it's wrong. What the fuck? That's bias and sexism.I could go on for so long about this-but I'm getting tired. this Valentine's Day I got MYSELF some chocolate and treated MYSELF. No one else. Monday, January 21, 2008 Happy MLK day! To celebrate what he stood for, let's talk about equality. Since I'm not black let's talk about something that pertains to ME. BLACK AND WHITE ARE NOT THE ONLY RACES! I just keep hearing 'equality between blacks and whites' and all that- what about the Asian people? The Hispanics? The Middle Easterns? native Americans? Don't we count as people too?! Don't we deserve equality just as much as black people and white people? And don't forget those who are mixed!